103:2.7 (1131.6) Moral choosing is usually accompanied by more or less moral conflict. And this very first conflict in the child mind is between the urges of egoism and the impulses of altruism. The Thought Adjuster does not disregard the personality values of the egoistic motive but does operate to place a slight preference upon the altruistic impulse as leading to the goal of human happiness and to the joys of the kingdom of heaven.
103:2.8 (1131.7) When a moral being chooses to be unselfish when confronted by the urge to be selfish, that is primitive religious experience. No animal can make such a choice; such a decision is both human and religious. It embraces the fact of God-consciousness and exhibits the impulse of social service, the basis of the brotherhood of man. When mind chooses a right moral judgment by an act of the free will, such a decision constitutes a religious experience.
103:2.9 (1131.8) But before a child has developed sufficiently to acquire moral capacity and therefore to be able to choose altruistic service, he has already developed a strong and well-unified egoistic nature. And it is this factual situation that gives rise to the theory of the struggle between the “higher” and the “lower” natures, between the “old man of sin” and the “new nature” of grace. Very early in life the normal child begins to learn that it is “more blessed to give than to receive.”
103:2.10 (1131.9) Man tends to identify the urge to be self-serving with his ego—himself. In contrast he is inclined to identify the will to be altruistic with some influence outside himself—God. And indeed is such a judgment right, for all such nonself desires do actually have their origin in the leadings of the indwelling Thought Adjuster, and this Adjuster is a fragment of God. The impulse of the spirit Monitor is realized in human consciousness as the urge to be altruistic, fellow-creature minded. At least this is the early and fundamental experience of the child mind. When the growing child fails of personality unification, the altruistic drive may become so overdeveloped as to work serious injury to the welfare of the self. A misguided conscience can become responsible for much conflict, worry, sorrow, and no end of human unhappiness.
So our religious experience…whether evolutionary and led by faith and the natural experience with the higher Adjutants or the more experienced and progressive revelationary truth relationship with TA…is about our response to the impulses and urges we have which are normal and systemic to our being. We have the free will to ignore or respond so we are not forced, tricked, coerced, or otherwise is our free will circumvented. However, we don’t have to go find, seek out, uncover, discover, or otherwise build a bridge or make a connection to FIND God or the Spirit or our natural Spirit nature.
The UB says our finding God only demonstrates God has already found us. Jesus said he stands at the door knocking…knock, knock, knock. We must only respond. We are told that even when we wander off seeking the greener grass afar and get lost, we may depend upon our shepherd to always seek us out and always to find us….no matter what rocky crag we find ourselves stuck upon. The Adjutants deliver urges and impulses to all life…from the single cell to complex organism to the highest animals and within us too. I really appreciate all the related Adjutant study here. It helps me understand that the mortal being is a layered and integrated functional totality of all life forms that exist or have ever existed on an evolutionary planet. It is not a progressive and evolutionary link but an integration and harmonization and aggregation of the totality of the life forming enterprise of the Life Carriers in partnership with the Adjutants.
We are the purposeful result of the science and art and craft of body building and mind building being blended into a responsive complex organism that is connected to the mind circuit like all life is but is also capable of connection to the spirit and personality circuits and with the ability to personally choose to respond to these spiritual forces and the Deity of their origin. It is an amazing feat of design, engineering, and execution at the material levels of universe reality. And it is in the mind of such evolutionary and material being wherein begins The Reality of Religious Experience.
And every choice we make which responds to the Spirit affirms that relationship and connection to Spirit which strengthens the connection. And by that connection we early learn that altruistic acts bring more satisfaction and happiness than do selfish ones. We are rewarded when we respond to the urges and impulses which are inherently innate and hard wired into our very being and system. This is why some of us spiritualize more naturally over time. Those who must experience jolting and drama and crisis and emotional crossroads conversions are those of us, perhaps, who allowed self importance and ego to take us too far away from the impulses and the rewards inherent in responding to the impulses? Those ones were determined to find happiness by another route or set of priorities and had to experience sufficient disappointment to finally have a “glory moment” of faith realization?
For I am learning that the reality is that our religious experience is completely personal and unique and there is no standardization or template that might be applied from one person to another. And that is why we are taught to not compare our religious experience to any other’s and to honor and respect all believers and the many paths which deliver them to God and to Paradise.
Thanks everyone!!
"Live loyally today—grow—and tomorrow will attend to itself. The quickest way for a tadpole to become a frog is to live loyally each moment as a tadpole."