Sign me up Bonita. I think about what you just said EVERYDAY. And everyday my frustration (impatience) for feeling like it’s not happening, hampers my sense of joy sometimes. I snap out of it though when I remember to pray and return to him.
It used to bug me too, but slowly my attitude has changed. It’s not easy to accept, but there is a really good reason for evil. It’s not here just to annoy us. Do you recall reading about the phenomenon of providence when it comes to the evolution of the Supreme? I don’t like posting long quotes, but I think for this it’s easier than you having to look them up. So sorry for what’s coming:
4:1.10 There is also an organic unity in the universes of time and space which seems to underlie the whole fabric of cosmic events. This living presence of the evolving Supreme Being, this Immanence of the Projected Incomplete, is inexplicably manifested ever and anon by what appears to be an amazingly fortuitous co-ordination of apparently unrelated universe happenings. This must be the function of Providence – the realm of the Supreme Being and the Conjoint Actor.
4:1.11 I am inclined to believe that it is this far-flung and generally unrecognizable control of the co-ordination and interassociation of all phases and forms of universe activity that causes such a variegated and apparently hopelessly confused medley of physical, mental, moral, and spiritual phenomena so unerringly to work out to the glory of God and for the good of men and angels.
I don’t know about you, but I found comfort in knowing that things which appear to be a hopelessly confused medley of events will all work out in the end. We’re so close to the chaos, it’s hard to see anything positive in it without faith. Here’s more:
10:7.4 We do not find the overcontrol of Supremacy to be wholly predictable. Furthermore, this unpredictability appears to be characterized by a certain developmental incompleteness, undoubtedly an earmark of the incompleteness of the Supreme and of the incompleteness of finite reaction to the Paradise Trinity.
10:7.5 The mortal mind can immediately think of a thousand and one things – catastrophic physical events, appalling accidents, horrific disasters, painful illnesses, and world-wide scourges – and ask whether such visitations are correlated in the unknown maneuvering of this probable functioning of the Supreme Being. Frankly, we do not know; we are not really sure. But we do observe that, as time passes, all these difficult and more or less mysterious situations always work out for the welfare and progress of the universes. It may be that the circumstances of existence and the inexplicable vicissitudes of living are all interwoven into a meaningful pattern of high value by the function of the Supreme and the overcontrol of the Trinity.
10:7.6 As a son of God you can discern the personal attitude of love in all the acts of God the Father. But you will not always be able to understand how many of the universe acts of the Paradise Trinity redound to the good of the individual mortal on the evolutionary worlds of space. In the progress of eternity the acts of the Trinity will be revealed as altogether meaningful and considerate, but they do not always so appear to the creatures of time.
Again, it’s comforting to realize that all the vicissitudes of living on this confused and chaotic planet are interwoven into a meaningful pattern of HIGH value by the Supreme. It makes me feel kinda small to complain about it, quite frankly. It also makes me think that if God has the patience to wait for the progress of eternity, then I should learn to have the same patience . . . do what I can and do it wholeheartedly . . . let God work out the details in his own marvelous way.
136:9.8 He would return to Galilee and quietly begin the proclamation of the kingdom and trust his Father (the Personalized Adjuster) to work out the details of procedure day by day.
This next quote says that we should take comfort in the fact that all things, both good and evil, work together for our advancement. We have to be willing to accept that we are presently imperfect, that the world is imperfect, but it is for a reason, and the reason is good. Hope lies in knowing that it’s not for nothing, so to speak. Our frustration means we need to reach higher, seek the kingdom within our souls with greater commitment, find that borderland of the soul where we start to detect harmony where there was once chaos.
118:10.18 To realize providence in time, man must accomplish the task of achieving perfection. But man can even now foretaste this providence in its eternity meanings as he ponders the universe fact that all things, be they good or evil, work together for the advancement of God-knowing mortals in their quest for the Father of all.
118:10.19 Providence becomes increasingly discernible as men reach upward from the material to the spiritual. The attainment of completed spiritual insight enables the ascending personality to detect harmony in what was theretofore chaos. Even morontia mota represents a real advance in this direction.