Since we are off-topic here…
Since this thread is about finding the Book, which involves faith, I wonder if those here who have had faith for as long as they can remember would be willing to share what “the good fight of faith” means to them?
There is but one struggle for those who enter the kingdom, and that is to fight the good fight of faith. The believer has only one battle, and that is against doubt—unbelief. (159:3.8) I know what it means to fight against doubt from the perspective of finding faith much later in life; it is a struggle which may get easier over time, but it never really ends. What does the good fight of faith mean to those who cannot remember ever really having any serious doubts about God?
Well George….that’s a very personal, experiential question….and a most interesting one!!
For me there was a time when I rejected God due to the growing awareness of the hypocritical values, motives, and actions witnessed among those in my own church family and others, including preachers and teachers and deacons alike – and TV evangelists – many of whom seemed consumed by self interest and self importance and a smugness that smacked of much that Jesus warned about in the NT. But the yearn and whisper within did not allow much of a season for such personal immaturity and lack of discernment.
Then there was that season of philosophic pursuit in various esoteric studies (Zen, Tao, Gurdjieff, Ouspensky, and others both East and West) where my belief in God allowed my anger with God to flourish for a time, blaming God for mortal mayhem and suffering. But in those studies I came to understand that it is obvious enough that free will is the culprit and source of suffering….God cannot give free will without such potential and results….and it is far better to suffer from free will than to remove choice from mind and the liberty to self discover and personally embrace reality rather than all being little cloned automatons (Stepford Believers – yuck!).
As I matured in my experiential philosophy, I then began to doubt myself more and more. Not my relationship to God or God, but my own beliefs and perspective….I became aware of and alarmed with my personal prejudice and ignorance and began to notice how unique and personal were all perspectives and beliefs. I was impressed in my youth, but did not understand, Jesus’s teaching to do right for right’s sake and not to avoid punishment. As I studied karma – or the reciprocal forces of motive and act upon the mind – I became a karma-paranoid….fearful of the results of bad motives and choices (self centeredness).
It took the UB to integrate and harmonize all these truths, partial truths, and falsehoods into a far more practical and comfortable living-system based on the mortal ascension. I had never believed in instant-perfection by the mere act of dying and never believed God was a god of violence, threat, condemnation, and suffering. And I was certain this universe I could see and kept expanding by every scientific advance only held one inhabited world was ludicrous – I knew God was much greater and the universe much grander than anything I knew. Again, the UB explained so many perplexions and wonderments I carried and considered during my youth.
I think the good fight of faith is to remain steadfast throughout all the confusions and uncertainties each mind faces as we attempt to understand our dual nature and to discover the power of love and of faith in our daily walk. How does spiritization affect our material life? Because it certainly does do so! How do my material life outcomes improve by the faith led life? For they certainly do so! (Not wealth and power outcomes so much as the discovery of peace, contentment, patience, happiness, and even joy and the very real power such fruit brings to all future mind-responses and motivations and priorities of living….life is far more enjoyable to the faithful who believe in the realities of T.B.&G. – no matter the continued challenges, vicissitudes, disappointments, failures, and frustrations of relationships and material living).
I’m sure the story is the same and yet completely different for each of us. Great question and I look forward to other’s responses!
"Live loyally today—grow—and tomorrow will attend to itself. The quickest way for a tadpole to become a frog is to live loyally each moment as a tadpole."