I take TUB’s advice seriously when it comes to the alter ego approach to practicing the presence of God. They tell us it is the most effective way, and I think it is the best way. The alter ego approach is not a form of worship, it’s a form of fellowship, and it is not the same as worshipping trees and rocks. You can’t fellowship with trees and rocks. The alter ego is a person, rocks and trees are not. Fellowship with a person, even an imagined one, is critical to learning to recognize the presence of Deity – a person – living in your head. The person we most readily recognize is Jesus (Spirit of Truth), since he lived among us.
I don’t believe that confusion and uncertainty are a prerequisite for peace of mind. Those things come regardless of one’s state of mind, peaceful or not. It’s the attitude with which you approach confusion and uncertainty which provides the peace of mind, not the act of going through those things. Attitude is the starting point; recall the sermon on the mount and the four faith/beautiful attitudes (beatitudes). Happy are the humble; happy are those hungry for righteousness; happy are the meek; happy are the pure in heart. Happy, happy, happy, happy!
Approaching confusion and uncertainty with a happy (thankful) and hopeful attitude is the very thing that clears it up. Hopeful because you know there’s an answer; happy because you know you have a person living in your head who will definitely, without a shadow of a doubt, share it with you. That’s got to make you happy despite it all. Yes, it takes a little effort to maintain those four beautiful attitudes, but it’s not hard. The yoke is easy and the burden light. The effort is simply maintaining a willingness to be happy, how hard can that be? So many guilt-ridden, Jesus believing people are miserably unhappy. It shouldn’t be, and the excuse of being “so hard”, is not an excuse, it’s a scape-goat people have been trained to use in this backward facing world. We have so many gifts, so very, very many.
I would say, if you don’t have peace of mind, I don’t think you’re really fellowshipping with Jesus (Spirit of Truth). If your alter ego is the person living in your head and you recognize that person to be Jesus, then you have peace of mind, and that’s a fact. It’s easy, you exchange your mind (ego) for the mind of Jesus (alter ego). Happiness despite the confusion of having to live in an imperfect world. Mind transformed, life simplified, burden lifted. Kaboom!
100:7.18 Jesus was the perfectly unified human personality. And today, as in Galilee, he continues to unify mortal experience and to co-ordinate human endeavors. He unifies life, ennobles character, and simplifies experience. He enters the human mind to elevate, transform, and transfigure it. It is literally true: “If any man has Christ Jesus within him, he is a new creature; old things are passing away; behold, all things are becoming new.”
(2065.7) 194:3.19 The coming of the Spirit of Truth purifies the human heart and leads the recipient to formulate a life purpose single to the will of God and the welfare of men. The material spirit of selfishness has been swallowed up in this new spiritual bestowal of selflessness. Pentecost, then and now, signifies that the Jesus of history has become the divine Son of living experience. The joy of this outpoured spirit, when it is consciously experienced in human life, is a tonic for health, a stimulus for mind, and an unfailing energy for the soul.
150:3.7 The only means of communion with the spiritual world is embraced in the spirit endowment of mankind, the indwelling spirit of the Father, together with the outpoured spirit of the Son and the omnipresent influence of the Infinite Spirit.
141:7.5 Jesus made it plain that he had come to establish personal and eternal relations with men which should forever take precedence over all other human relationships. And he emphasized that this intimate spiritual fellowship was to be extended to all men of all ages and of all social conditions among all peoples. The only reward which he held out for his children was: in this world — spiritual joy and divine communion; in the next world — eternal life in the progress of the divine spirit realities of the Paradise Father.
p31:1 1:7.1 When Jesus talked about “the living God,” he referred to a personal Deity—the Father in heaven. The concept of the personality of Deity facilitates fellowship; it favors intelligent worship; it promotes refreshing trustfulness. Interactions can be had between nonpersonal things, but not fellowship. The fellowship relation of father and son, as between God and man, cannot be enjoyed unless both are persons. Only personalities can commune with each other, albeit this personal communion may be greatly facilitated by the presence of just such an impersonal entity as the Thought Adjuster.
(2061:02) 194:2.4 Do not make the mistake of expecting to become strongly intellectually conscious of the outpoured Spirit of Truth. The spirit never creates a consciousness of himself, only a consciousness of Michael, the Son. From the beginning Jesus taught that the spirit would not speak of himself. The proof, therefore, of your fellowship with the Spirit of Truth is not to be found in your consciousness of this spirit but rather in your experience of enhanced fellowship with Michael.