THE I AM OR THE TAO
The ”I Am” that can be expressed is not the “Eternal I Am”. The “I Am” that can be uttered is not the “Eternal Name”.
The principle of the created, heaven and earth, is the “I Am Eternal,” since it is “The Father of all things.” Only he who is free from worldly passions can understand its wondrous essence; he who is a slave to passions cannot appreciate but its external form. These two things, the spiritual and the material, though having different names, are in their origin one and the same thing. This Unity is a mystery, the mystery of mysteries and is the gateway to all mysteries.
How unfathomable is the I Am! It is the ancestral progenitor of all things. How beautiful and pure is the I Am! It is eternal! I know of none of whom he is the son. He is prior to all Sovereign Force.
Because we do not see the I Am, we call him invisible. As we cannot hear him, we say he makes no sound. Since we cannot touch him, we call him the formless one. These three qualities, which we cannot apprehend, are nevertheless always united in the I Am.
Above is not bright, Below is not dark. Tireless in action, not being able to be named, we mistake it for nothingness. We call him the formless, the image without images, the fleeting and indeterminable, his face you cannot see, nothing of the I Am you can see.
All the greatest manifestations, of active force, flow from the I Am.
How vague and impalpable is the I Am! in Him there is Form! in Him there is Substance! how deep and dark it is! in Him resides the Vital Principle! This Principle is the Quintessence of Reality, and from Him emanates all Truth.
Never has His name ceased to exist. He watches over the beginning of all things. How do I know of the beginning of all things? By the I Am.
He seems to us sometimes chaotic, yet He is not, for He existed before Heaven and Earth. How still He seems, and formless, and not subject to change, being in all things unharmed! He is indeed the Father-Mother of
the Universe. His name we do not know; I call him, the I Am. In an effort to describe him, I call him the Great One, yet, even being Great, I find him far away, yet at the same time near.
The I Am is great; Heaven is great; Earth is great; and the Sovereign is also great. In the Universe there are four powers, and the Sovereign makes them One. Man takes his law from Earth; Earth takes its law from Heaven; Heaven takes it from the I Am; but the I Am is the law.
The I Am in its changing aspect is nameless. Small even in its primordial simplicity, mankind cannot defy its service. If princes and kings knew him, all creation would spontaneously pay homage to him. If Heaven and Earth were to unite in sending down a sweet dew, people would spontaneously become good by their own efforts.
As soon as the I Am creates order, it becomes nameable, once with a name, men will know how to rest in it. Knowing how to rest in it, they will not be able to suffer any harm.
The I Am as it exists in the world is like the great rivers and seas, which receive the currents of the valleys.
All pervades the I Am. It may be on the right or on the left. The whole thing depends upon it for life, and does not reject them. In doing its task, it does not demand credit for it. It loves and nurtures all things, but does not act as an owner. It is always free from desire. We may call it small, all things depend upon it, but it does not seem so. We may call it great.
When the world comes to the I Am, it receives its powerful form, and only then will it have rest, peace and tranquility.
With music and refinement we may entertain the guest, but if we open our mouth to speak of the I Am, he finds that tasteless and insipid.
Though it cannot be seen and cannot be heard, it is nevertheless inexhaustible.
All things under Heaven derive from the I Am their existence; the I Am is the form of Existence that flows from the I Am, in the form of Non- Existence.
The I Am is the great square without angles, a great vessel that cannot be filled, a great sound that cannot be heard, a great image without form.
The I Am is hidden and cannot be called, yet it has the power to transmute and perfect all things.
The I Am produced Unity; Unity produced Duality; Duality produced the Trinity and the Trinity produced all things. All things leave darkness and come into light, as they are harmonized by the spirit of the I Am.
The I Am produced all things; his Virtue nourishes them; his Nature gives them form; his Force perfects them.
There is not a single thing that does not owe homage to him and extol his Virtue. This homage paid to the I Am, this extolling of his Virtue, is never forced, it is spontaneous.
It is the I Am that engenders all things, nourishes them, develops them, drives them, perfects them, makes them mature, cares for them and protects them.
Production without possession, action without claiming merit, development without domination, this is the mysterious way in which it operates.
The World has a First Cause, which can be called the Mother of the World. When one has a Mother, one can know the Son. If one knows the Son and the Mother, even if one’s body dies, one will live.
It is the Way of Heaven not to fight, and yet to know how to get ahead; not to speak, and yet to get an answer; not to call for things, and yet they come; it is slow to move, and yet its work is excellent.
The net of Heaven is vast; its meshes are wide, and it leaves nothing out.
The Way of Heaven is like that of a bow; it brings down that which is above, and carries up that which is below. It is of the Way of Heaven to
take from those who have much, to give to those who have little. But this is not the way of man, for he takes from those who have little, so as to increase more than he already has. What man can do otherwise? Only he who follows the path of the I Am.
The I Am has no favorites. The I Am gives to all without distinction.
Things grow strong and then decay. This is a way contrary to the way of the I Am. That which is contrary to the way of the I Am, soon perishes.
Published in Amazon in spanish in 2003
by Edgar Paternina
