Point taken bonnita. Let me rephrase…
While it is true that I believe that words of the ub are true and that it claims to be what it says it is, it took me a while to arrive at this conclusion.
At the time of this conclusion, I had two choices… Try to reconcile the bible with common sense, or accept the ub.
My debate with myself went like this. Read the bible in a chronological order with no outside helps. I could study and use commentaries later, but for now, I need an overview of the bible, what happened when and why such and such happened. I’m interested in this Urantia religion, but I need to know about my own first.
While reading the bible at various points… Wait a minute. That is an open contradiction… That doesn’t make sence… Why would God do so and so… Can I believe in a god that apparently condones so and so… Can I believe in a god who has a moral code lower than my own… You get the idea.
On the other hand… Can I believe in a book that sounds like it came from aliens… (remember, I’m trying to let you in on my thought processes) Can I believe in a book that has questionable passages dealing with science… races… A religion that, for all intents and purposes I’d have to be a solitary practishoner of? Remember, at this time virtually everyone I associated with was a Christion/bible believer.
In the end, it came down to relationship. The UB made me “feel” the relationship with Jesus in a way that the gospels never did. Same goes for God. The Bible, to my mind, portrayed a god that quite frankly, I would loathe to worship. While it did have its’ good points, they were overshadowed by the bad ones. As for relationship, it comes through loud and clear in various places throughout the ub. You have to actively hunt for it in the bible.